Bashar:

"The momentum of the universe is slightly bending towards the positive, and that is the urge you feel to be in alignment with love"- Bashar

shotgun jane

shotgun jane
is a bartender
named after a song
she said write another one about me

stood by you

I stood by you for a long long time
too bad you didn't make it worth it
now i must get back the years gone by
the ones that the locusts have eaten
you call me names you should be calling yourself
i will not be defeated

praying to forgive
so i can move on and live
because you're not worth my time
you can't seem to rememeber what i can't forget
how i wasted every dime
thats to your lack of gratitude
i've developed quite and attitude
it's your fault that from now on
i will take longer to get to know

all the fires i p'ut out and the years filled with doubt
i should have listened to my heart.
sometimes when you're counting on your intellect
Is when you're not smart
you're a useless eater i should have known
just like all the rest with your contradictions

and thats when
you're at
your best

repressed nobility

REPRESSED NOBILITY IS A TERM I DESIGNATE TO MY BRETHREN THAT SECRETLY OR NOT SO SECRETLY BELIEVE, IN A RIGHTEOUS MANNER, THAT THEY DESERVE A MORE GRACIOUS BOUNTY THAN LIFE HAS OFFERED THEM. THOSE WHO COULD NOT AFFORD HIGHER EDUCATION AND DID NOT WANT TO GO INTO DEBT GETTING IT. THOSE WHO GOT IT AND STILL FOUND IT DIDN’T SATISFY THE NEEDS OF A SEVERE JOB MARKET.
Some of these people have gone to live off the grid. Unable to be force fed the nightmares of the american dream, which tells you that if you work hard you can have whatever you like. That you can keep what you earned for you and yours.

passionrap

i'd walk to timbuktu for you
down the ether with a honeysuckle rose for two
proclaim my love in a waterfall lake to you
sleep on the ground or a straw hut built for 2
go river rafting
down the sunkissed
shores for you
touch himalaya with my pinkie and kiss it for you
hitchike to mexico
tell the angels when to go
sleep in a hammock in the desert
get a tan
in the snow

today's the day

today's the day
the day i said
she took my my pain away
you're still in the picture
gonna have to find a way
right now baby i ain't got a place to stay
no time to waste.
TRIED to wait
devils
chasing tails atleast gods in the
jails today
sun moon so sorry
but get get get away i've
got cause to go on anyway
yeah, work makes free
that's what you told us in another century
and 1 and 1 and 1 and 1 make 3
we did what you told us but where's our self
esteem
we did what you told us but now we're libertine.
you may hate me
but i've got cause to on anyway
hands in my pocket
gonna have to find a way
take your clothes off and waste the day away with me

so much more then decent

you are so much more then decent
above and beyond what words could ever say
and i don't meant to sound supermental
but some they say i'm a bit sentimental

he is a better man then me
that's hard to say
but honesty
sets you free

i'm trying to learn what for you comes naturally
my shortcomings are my own fault karmically

you are so much more then decent
harder then stones and shaper then glass
if i ain't great you gonna kick my ass
you picked me up when i was about to fall-
everyone should have someone like you to call

treasures without a map

i need a heart that matches
up with mine
i am not looking to turn
water into wine
i'm looking
for the place that should be here when i get back
i'm looking for the treasure without a map
i've done many things wrong and some good things too
with these righteous deeds as rags and my love for you
I will hug the cactus
long enough
for a comeback
and someday find the treasure without a map
you were then when i had nothing but my heart to offer
you took that baby and you gave it back in spades
if me and you could live forever together
we would finally have it made
for thos who say
"you can't do that"
tell them you're digging
for
treasure
without a map
And that
others before you have done the same thing
and if you'd just hold tight and trust i will give you everything.

Natalie said

natalie said
i don't know if he still loves me
you shouldn't place noone above me
don't you know what's good?
and then she said
we're going to the beach right now
meditate on waves,
show me what i should do
she's unafraid to speak her mind
i tell her to quit pressing rewind
She said she knows but isn't always that easy
and i should let you know that she also loves to tease me
natalie said
we should just be friends
and i said of course, but then again, or course, that depends.
let's go pick up coco sometime in the afternoon
maybe by then you'll have changed your tune
and we'd be somewhere else by now
maybe we can drive out to las osos for the day
and even take a hike around the rock on morro bay
natalie said
i know there's something more
and i don't even know what i've been waiting for
you know what they say about the closed door
to look away-
But i got a feeling it will be ok
natalie said
it will be ok

snapshots

Inishmore you're so fine to me
waipio you're my destiny
Dharamsala mountain luxury
nighttrain to skopje but a memory

and i keep these snapshots in my mind
on a camera noone can find
and when i want to dissapear
i zap myself to over there

Cobblestone
streets, and the alleyways
sun water lake kiss an old cafe
An island, you will mind me there
when i have had enough of here

Fish Murals

Written on Waikiki Beach December//2011 sea eneneme why are you hiding beneath a rock? and black prickly porcupine fish why do you behave like a beautiful girl who doesn't want to know my name i love ms. punk rock fish with her yellow and black striped mohawk she's too cool to eat and nyc mural art fish with your turquois purple orange green eminence when i am under water with snorkel/ mask i fee like a new man i want to know what the green moss on the rock protects and what the smiling electric eel who blinks slyly at me as I swim by is thinking these beautiful creatures in their own community, what do they communicate to each other?