Set your goals.

So............
I have never been one for setting long term goals. Maybe it's a lack of discipline, or a vague notion of what I want out of life. It was always supposed to come together somehow. But I have decided to try to become more organized. And by that, I don't believe in waiting until the "new year."
Part of the problem with setting a blueprint for your life is that often things change, so you get that "why even try" feeling. But I am finding out that it is still good to get your goals down on paper.

My hawaiian adventure.

I got to Honolulu 12 days ago. I'm leaving tomorrow night. It's been a great journey. I have decided to return to the mainland. But here is a short description of some stuff i did:
Stayed at the YMCA the first week
I went to Hale'Iwa on the north shore, ate at coffee gallery where my brother Danny used to work.
After checking out of the Y I was hanging out with a girl I met and we met Art Alekaxis from Everclear at a late night diner. Then we took a bus to Turtle bay and Banzai pipeline. I continued my journey alone, walking to Waimea Beach and staying the night at a hostel. The night after I spent all day walking and swimming the beaches.
The next morning I inquired about work for a hostel- I was hired, but decided after a day of training, (yesterday,) decided not to take the job. I also worked for one day at labor ready loading boxes from a truck. I met John Baker, who is rapper Machine Gun Kelly's uncle.
The last two nights I have stayed at Hokondo Waikiki Beachside Hostel. It's been nice. I booked my ticket back for late Thursday night, flying into oakland in the morning. I have decided to play the part of tourist for the next day and a half.

postcards from everywhere

I’ll be sending you a postcard from everywhere
But you might not receive anything at all.
Wrote you constantly
I’m just another dancing gypsy?
You’re my miracle bird, my abstract dancer.
And pack your gear
We’re going off to war
Beneath the wilderness
A battle in these tents
At the end
They say
You gotta
Let it go
Cause
Time will
Kill me yet

Tugboat

work that tugboat
Struck by lightning
You were old as the hills
And young like the day
How do you feel about
Riding it out?
Writing it out?
We’re meant to lose the people we love?
How do you know?
Well ya taught me what it meant to miss somebody
If you’re looking for a good time
You’re gonna come with me.
You’re gonna slip by me.
Dont want to spend the rest of my life on an iceberg
So better start doing what you’re meant to do, my brother
Work that tugboat
What the hell you waiting for?

Henry Miller wasn't that handsome either..........

I DONT COP A TUDE
Cause i aint that great in bed
That’s what she said!
Probably somewhere around average
Maybe even less
My breath
Tastes like seaweed
I try to pluck away at the nostril hair
But sometimes am unsuccessful
I am no greek god of the world
Standing before you at
68 inches
With a broken heart squeezing my
Cerebellum
I’m not that manly
But i have a lot of motivation
I’m not that strong
But i own
Persistance
My palms
Are 3x
Sweatier then the average
Even if i wipe them off it doesn’t help.
You have nice eyes, shes says
Nice eyes don’t pay the bills
You’ve got an angular capricorn face
Are you trying to say i look like a goat?
Henry miller wasn’t that handsome either maybe i have a chance.

Milagros

Every day i feel a little bit different
All these new times
LIKE CREAM IN MY COFFEE
Limbs and loins imprisoned
Never know whats coming for you
RISE UP LIKE LAZARUS
There’s a silence in this house.
Walking so awkward with your
CANDY CANE
At the awful mansion
Best day of my life, she said
WAS WHEN I WAS LOST
In new orleans
I believe in miracles. Do you?