if its all

if its all
a gamble
if its all
a game
i'll throw
my money
on the line
i will not
play it safe
if you got no reason
to remember my name
comes down
to treason
only me
left to
blame
yeah i've got a martyr complex
because i'm really not that high
and even though this life is killing me
I never want to die
if its all
a business
than let me just cash out
and find
something more
worthwhile
to make my
life about
what made my dreams so empty
to chase them down in greed
bloodlust hate and envy
is there ever such a need
if it's all a gamble
if it's all a game
i roll the dice
and take the blame