I'm trying really hard to change my life.

That whole adage of doing the same thing just gets the same results, I fully agree. That is why I'm trying some new things. My relationship with money must change! I currently have .02 cents in the bank account! I am constantly in a state of worry over my finances. All the dreams I want to accomplish can not even be worked on in this state. And I've figured out the bandaid approach doesn't work, like somebody lending me some money. I need to figure out a way to have money rolling in. Because music is my profession of choice, for now I must work. I have decided I want to work in the health food industry. Hopefully I can get a job somewhere like Cafe gratitude.